just another weak maggot
man i need professional help. i bet you wish that i would leave. gross...how many weeks since i bathed hahahahaha nobody knows...nobody cares when you look like a wraith...hahahaha...i've been trembling uncontrollably for 12 hours at least...constant headache...nausea...goddamn...so hungry but can't eat...looking at food makes me sick...looking at me makes me sick...i'm a wraith...i was looking at a picture of pana and I, from 2001...hahaha funny blank look in his eyes...absence of the boy that now resides inside his mind. major change...silly pubic moustache...i have a silly pubic moustache...it comes and goes...in waves...nausea cometh and goeth in waves...i didn't even do anything...this is incredible...i haven't done anything and i feel like shit water...can't eat...can't sleep...have to study...joke.
my jaw is shut too tight...it's starting to really hurt...my jaw hurts...i keep forgetting...i was talking to my sister, she asked me something...in the middle of our conversation i just completely blanked out for a minute...kept smiling like an idiot and then figured out what i was talking about...last night was painful...my limbs are tingly...can't hold on to anything...if i think about any body part, it starts to tingle harder...i'm trying to stay blank...nobody believes where is the GODDAMN CURSOR I AM TIRED...so tired...wish i could cry and scream like a baby and then go the hell to sleep...i have slipped on indifference and broken my back...don't stare at me man...i can't stare back anymore. so hungry but can't eat...so much pain...can't take a painkiller...that would be the right thing to do...a lesson learnt in pain is seldom forgotten...or so i hope...to whom it may concern...everybody writes for somebody. i'm suddenly very happy...content...it comes in waves...bi-polar...when you know what's wrong with you and you can't do anything about it...my father asks me why my eyes are red...lack of sleep...sheep...i'm happy now...content...it comes in waves...if my sweater snags on this thing again i will completely breakdown and start drooling hahaha...
my jaw is shut too tight...it's starting to really hurt...my jaw hurts...i keep forgetting...i was talking to my sister, she asked me something...in the middle of our conversation i just completely blanked out for a minute...kept smiling like an idiot and then figured out what i was talking about...last night was painful...my limbs are tingly...can't hold on to anything...if i think about any body part, it starts to tingle harder...i'm trying to stay blank...nobody believes where is the GODDAMN CURSOR I AM TIRED...so tired...wish i could cry and scream like a baby and then go the hell to sleep...i have slipped on indifference and broken my back...don't stare at me man...i can't stare back anymore. so hungry but can't eat...so much pain...can't take a painkiller...that would be the right thing to do...a lesson learnt in pain is seldom forgotten...or so i hope...to whom it may concern...everybody writes for somebody. i'm suddenly very happy...content...it comes in waves...bi-polar...when you know what's wrong with you and you can't do anything about it...my father asks me why my eyes are red...lack of sleep...sheep...i'm happy now...content...it comes in waves...if my sweater snags on this thing again i will completely breakdown and start drooling hahaha...
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