picking at my scabs
having one of those...bad things...mood swings...want to rip something nice and cute and shove it up another's ass...i just made a friend say that he was going...ahahahahaa...i was taking the piss out of him for no reason...needed something to...lash out at and he's bloody annoying...i told him i was in pain and that he was testing my limited patience by being slow and he makes the mistake of not heeding my loving words so i had to shove my dick up his ass...bloody mother whoreing son of a bitch...i'm sick of these...lame useless lifeless sons of bitches cluttering up my life...their existence is pointless...i'm sure they stop breathing when nobody is watching them. goddamn him and his lameness.
another bitch wanted to have a go at me...show me how much attitude they have...that's all they care about...we have to get up higher than this bloke on the asshole chain...well guess what bitch...i've got mor reason...to chop your tits off and gift them to you...i managed to lose...let's see...three...no...potentially four friends by being a dick to them...and i don't even feel sorry...didn't need them hanging around my scrotum anyway...assholes...i know this sounds teen angsty and what not...but guess what...i won't even remember this when i wake up nxt time...that's the best thing about my problem...it's not my problem...
maybe i should give those goddamn lactation pills a try...i have debated this far too often and i'm pretty sure i've lost those anyway...can't even find my zoloft...lost everything...no xanax...no...whateverthat one was...and those...lexotinals...i know they're just damn sleeping pills...but i tend to be calmer when i'm sleepy...this is so damn annoying there has to be a be bebebebebeebbeebebebebebebebebeebe SCREW THIS SHIT.
ok...
hello martin...i see you're trying to take over again...i know we haven't been feeding you for quite a while now...because we're worried about you you know...what if you fall flat on your face...it's odd how you don't care...but listen to me boy...81 is enough...it's time for a break...go to sleep...take a break...
sadly we can't take a break without our pills so before i shove my fist up your ass...get your condescending patronizing slut like existence far away from me before i lose those bits of mind that i've got left for a rainy day.
i thought yesterday was sad...and the day before was bad...but this is just criminal...absolutely nothing has gone wrong...
lost five pounds for no reason...clothes getting loose...but that's just normal...summer...although i do feel hungry...i should get soemthing...i just figured something out...and my mood is lighter now...drumming with my feet...drumming away...double bass...normal cheap...excellent and with the song...there's more to it...tjhere's this mellow tune i made for a girl.
in order to lead a more...functional life...what we do is we separate different parts of us...martin pale is exclusive to this blog...because if it leaks into msn and hotmail and emails and shit....then shit. the frequency of my blogging has had a sharp decrease for various reasons and that leaves us...unable to function in other...aah screw you know what i mean...it's not like you're not a part of me anyway...said the boy to himself...or one of his...friends...hahaahhaha.
made me realize...that's not what i want...except that which i need...could you...repeat that line...and ask me one more time...i made this biut of something...very depressed i was then too...
i don't like humans right now...i think i'll take the rest of the day off...off from what? what i need is a bloody job...or work...or something...ok i DO have stuff that i' avoiding...but i should do it...my hands hurt...i'm sick of this. ok this must've been very therapeutic.
i need to smoke...something more interesting than a cigarette...call the crownless...ask of him what you will. prepare to be shot down...and go back to the nest...hoping to fall asleep...until something vaguely remotely interesting happens.
another bitch wanted to have a go at me...show me how much attitude they have...that's all they care about...we have to get up higher than this bloke on the asshole chain...well guess what bitch...i've got mor reason...to chop your tits off and gift them to you...i managed to lose...let's see...three...no...potentially four friends by being a dick to them...and i don't even feel sorry...didn't need them hanging around my scrotum anyway...assholes...i know this sounds teen angsty and what not...but guess what...i won't even remember this when i wake up nxt time...that's the best thing about my problem...it's not my problem...
maybe i should give those goddamn lactation pills a try...i have debated this far too often and i'm pretty sure i've lost those anyway...can't even find my zoloft...lost everything...no xanax...no...whateverthat one was...and those...lexotinals...i know they're just damn sleeping pills...but i tend to be calmer when i'm sleepy...this is so damn annoying there has to be a be bebebebebeebbeebebebebebebebebeebe SCREW THIS SHIT.
ok...
hello martin...i see you're trying to take over again...i know we haven't been feeding you for quite a while now...because we're worried about you you know...what if you fall flat on your face...it's odd how you don't care...but listen to me boy...81 is enough...it's time for a break...go to sleep...take a break...
sadly we can't take a break without our pills so before i shove my fist up your ass...get your condescending patronizing slut like existence far away from me before i lose those bits of mind that i've got left for a rainy day.
i thought yesterday was sad...and the day before was bad...but this is just criminal...absolutely nothing has gone wrong...
lost five pounds for no reason...clothes getting loose...but that's just normal...summer...although i do feel hungry...i should get soemthing...i just figured something out...and my mood is lighter now...drumming with my feet...drumming away...double bass...normal cheap...excellent and with the song...there's more to it...tjhere's this mellow tune i made for a girl.
in order to lead a more...functional life...what we do is we separate different parts of us...martin pale is exclusive to this blog...because if it leaks into msn and hotmail and emails and shit....then shit. the frequency of my blogging has had a sharp decrease for various reasons and that leaves us...unable to function in other...aah screw you know what i mean...it's not like you're not a part of me anyway...said the boy to himself...or one of his...friends...hahaahhaha.
made me realize...that's not what i want...except that which i need...could you...repeat that line...and ask me one more time...i made this biut of something...very depressed i was then too...
i don't like humans right now...i think i'll take the rest of the day off...off from what? what i need is a bloody job...or work...or something...ok i DO have stuff that i' avoiding...but i should do it...my hands hurt...i'm sick of this. ok this must've been very therapeutic.
i need to smoke...something more interesting than a cigarette...call the crownless...ask of him what you will. prepare to be shot down...and go back to the nest...hoping to fall asleep...until something vaguely remotely interesting happens.
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