android paranoid

i don't think i have ever been this mutant in my house ever aamn what the fudge shit...ok...what was i writiting don't look at the screen just type never been this mutant in my own house...it's like acid this is horrible the keys are made of mushy goo and my finfgers are sticking in them everything is made of mud and to mud will we return where wht ahhaudkjfdkdke what am i doing i can't stop excellent shit man smy face is melting my face ois melting i can't find tha ekeyds abut it's still working this is worse than acid....this is insane oh shit shit shit.....how did this happen...must fix it. ok done...tryign to think objectively...fear is unreasonable...reason is reason...you can't deny reason so stop being unreasonable and stop being so goddamn paranoid it's all in your head...oh by the way...your head just shrunk to the size of a peanut....good day....this is how life will treat you lovely little munchkin show me how your insides work when the tiny peanut in your head is under so much pressure tha you an;'t even find the kreys and it's still working quite altight ahs whai can't stop moving my fingers i can't stop amfking my fingers move to the sound of the music i';m doing this with musiuc uthis unbvelieveble i think i;m going to be sick oh shit...got to stop please please please stop this noro wioright nowwwwwwwww...insane unbelievable trip of words.
i have been...i am trying to think striaght now...this is funny because this is not supposed to happen therefore funny...no stop.wait. don't let the rhythm take your finger movement...or you'll be so lost in the typing that you'll forget to make sense...listen to me idiot...don't look at the fingers move....they are evil....run bitch run....hahhahaha...snap your neck up fool...look at me...look at me you asshole....i must be appearng offline. head is so heavy. stop. think. thought. break it. chew it. spit it out, weldone. who is that girl who is really hot? er...are what peacock are you talking about? the white one over there...aah the white one? yeah... the white one is a tree...oh...right.
i think i'm going to puke...i was just reading some old old writings saved in two diaries...the start of depression...2001...how many years? 5...that's right...i'm going to be sick...ifg this doesn't stop...this really really bad trip...mannnnn....this is so not good...it's messed uppppp ooooh shite...ok this is way over my head now...i can't go on any longer...shit...fine let's get this over with then.
shit back pain...eye pain...burn.